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1.30.2010

My 13-year-old self would be so proud of me today

Back in 1999, the New Millennium was a very big deal.  And so, to get middle school children everywhere fired up about it, my planner had a little time capsule thing in it where you answer some questions or something like that.  On October 27, 1999 I filled it out and wrote the date to open: January 27, 2010.  That day has come and gone, and I have opened my time capsule, to much amusement.  Here's the contents [and some comments]:


Our Health is Our Wealth: Live Fit

My fitness goal for 6 months from now is:
To lose 20 lbs. [that was never going to happen.  I knew I was chubby but I didn't actually care enough to do anything at the time]

One sports figure who represents who I would like to be:
???? [Didn't watch sports, and now that I do, well, I don't actually want to be a football or hockey player]

3 junk foods I like but should eat less of:
-Suckers [Wow, it's been a while since I've had one]
-Chocolate [I will never give it up]
-Chips [I developed a dislike for most a while ago]

Addictions are unhealthy.  To me, these are the 3 worst addictions:
-Drugs
-Alcohol
-Cigarettes [I was so straightlaced, my mom had nothing to worry about]

Average zzz's I GET each night:
10 [sigh... those were good days]

Average zzz's I NEED each night:
10 [this may still be true, but I'm hoping not, since there's not enough hours in the day]

2 things I do to relax:
Read [yes]
Play Solitaire [I played on the computer.  Now I have a Mac and don't bother]

Stuff my friends and I like to do includes:
be wierd[sic], sing, see movies
[It took me until college to realize that the "i" goes after the "e" in weird...]

3 things I like doing that help me stay fit:
-Ride my bike
-Swim
-bounce around [hooray for being hyper!]


Dare to Care: Love of Life

My 2 best friends:
LNER CRAWFORD [we're still in touch]
Jessica Croy

What random act of kindness have I done lately?
helping my brother with his homework

What are 3 things people do that I see as hurtful?
-cuss
-be violent
-put downs

2 issues I care deeply about:
- Existence of fairies/mermaids [okay I had some escapist issues at the time, and read too many fantasy stories]
-pollution

My pet peeve:
People who use bad grammar

Find happiness in small things.  What did I enjoy today?
-Art class
-Riding my bike
-Math
-Watching Toonami [these were the early days of Toonami, when Cartoon Network showed the awesome cartoons from 4-6pm]

People who care about me:
-Mom
-Dad

Live & Learn: Grow to Know

3 things I enjoy learning about:
-Algebra
-Astronomy
-Music

3 new skills I want to learn:
-writing
-typing
-dancing [finally got to that one in college]

What 3 books do I want to read:
-Tehanu
-High Wizardry
-Harry Potter [it was new and I'd never read it.  after I read it I decided it was bad and stopped caring]

My best learning resources:
AOL, Encarta, books [dumb question]

Favorite subject:
Math

3 things I want to achieve in my life:
-Being famous [don't care anymore]
-a college degree [got it, working on another]
-graduating w honors [got it]

What 2 things do I need to learn to be successful in my eyes?
better study skills, better vocal skills

Leave a Legacy: Our Future is Key

Time travel: what am I doing in 10 years?
I think I will be in college 10 years from now, studying like crazy [YES]

What I would like people to remember about me:
I don't know.  I just want to be remembered in a positive way.

3 things I'm proud of about myself:
-I sing
-I'm good at lots of stuff
-I'm smart

This is what I wish to contribute to society:
I want to be a singer or make a major scientific discovery. [hahaha my goals are almost exactly the same]

Memories & Stuff

The magazine I like best:
Cicada

What I would by with an extra:
$5: glittery pens
$20: art supplies
$50: bellbottoms [I was top of cool]

My coolest day this year was when...
Arnold Swartzenagger [sic] came to Ponce + I sang the national anthem + got to shake his hand [I didn't really think it was a super big deal but it was a pretty boring year]

2 TV shows I never miss:
Sailor Moon, Reboot

The coolest thing I wear:
my butterfly dress [I don't remember this], my Gap tank top [was not cool at all]

Today's goofiest fashion craze:
butterflies, spiky hair

What kind of computer do I use at...
School: Dell
Home: Microsoft Windows 95 (a fried laptop) [got the blue screen of death while writing an English paper]

The vehicle I would choose for myself:
BMW convertible [I don't know the answer to this question anymore..]

My friends will remember me most for:
being weird, singing [I dunno, you tell me]

The class I like most:
Math
why?
'Cuz I like math.

My sport:
soccer

top 3 tunes...
All-Star, Call and Answer, Beautiful Stranger

Junk foods: what do I buy? what does it cost?
TicTacs 60c
gum $1

Millennium Mission: "to Be the BEst you can Be" [sic]

A Mission Statement helps you to focus on the kind of person you want to be.  Complete the Time Capsule questions and then create your own Personal Mission Statement:
I want to be an important person.  I want people to remember me a long time after I'm gone.  What I really want is to change lives through signing, or science, or something else like that.


And here is a picture that was inside, written on the back: "All the cousins, July 4, 1999" That was a long time ago....



While reading all that, I laughed so hard... for all that I know I've grown up and things, it turns out that I am still EXACTLY THE SAME.  Maybe I've picked up a little confidence (and, in a funny contradictory way, some humility too I think), but the things I want to do haven't changed, and I've been so blessed with opportunities to pursue Physics, to have vocal training, to take dance classes, and to spend so much time with the people I love.  It's a little tempting to go through this set of questions and answer them again, but I'm not sure they're the right questions for me now.

Needless to say, I'm kind of amazed that I've gone just where I thought I would go, and am encouraged that it is possible to grow more and more into the kind of person I want to be.

12.28.2009

All kinds of fun times

 Oops... I guess it's been way too long since last posting.  Um... Oops!  I guarantee that there's a perfectly good reason why I stopped posting mid-October, and here it is: in mid-October I met the guy that I am now dating (and if people have interest in knowing more, I can tell about it but not in a public post).  He's pretty cool so I tend to take my free time and save it to spend with him, and so although I've been baking a lot, I have completely neglected to post.

Until now.

I'm right in the middle of my very long Winter Break - they give us a month off from classes - although I'm not going to be taking the whole time as vacation proper.  Half of my "vacation" time will be spent back in the cornfield, working hard to finish up my current research project.  I spent the semester working on a starter project in the lab, and want to finish it up so I can move on to bigger, better, and more Physics-y things.

But for now I am still taking vacation, which means I had darn well better get caught up here!  As it's been some time since making several of these, I will be using my cookbook to remind me of what is worth saying.


These look like regular chocolate chip cookies, and, to be honest, I was so busy working on my Halloween costume (I got myself a sewing machine and pieced together a Belle costume.. but only the blue dress, none of the gold dress nonsense) that I didn't want to spend much time on baking them.  Fortunately, these were a quick cookie to put together.

The title explains pretty well what went into these cookies, aside from the usual flour, brown and white sugar, eggs, and so on.  In addition to peanuts, the recipe included a hefty helping of peanut butter.  I was skeptical at the idea of peanut butter and cinnamon together - at some point when I was younger I had them together and the memory still strikes me as A Bad Taste - but it turns out that the cinnamon was sufficiently subtle and paired with the chocolate chips to make these pretty good cookies, as far as the simple ones go.

This recipe represents yet another foray into the expensive world of dried cherries.  It's also one of my seasonal picks.  Here, dried apples and cherries are simmered in apple cider until they're properly rehydrated and soft.  The fruit is then used as a middle layer for a typical oat, butter, sugar, and salt crumbly mixture that you expect in any kind of fruit bar.

I enjoyed the flavor of these, but once again found the cherries to be too understated for the cost (although less than in those chocolate cookies I made in July).  I liked the oats in the crust, though, and used them again a couple weeks later when challenged to improvise a quick apple cobbler.  I consider this a small triumph, since the actual goal of this project is not to make tasty things, but to learn what it takes to make tasty things.

One week I went on a fennel kick and, in the spirit of things black licorice-flavored, whipped up these cookies.  For those of you unfamiliar with fennel, it's a root used in Italian cooking, and the seeds are one of the definitive seasonings in Italian sausage.  Anise is a different herb, but it has a similar flavor.

As I mentioned above, the anise extract in these cookies made them taste like black licorice, but not in a particularly overpowering way.  Otherwise, these are very light cookies - there's no butter in them, so the texture is due largely to the baking powder and the fact that they had to be whipped for upwards of 6 minutes.  All in all, I think these are good, if a bit unusual, cookies.

71. 11/07 - Rocky Ledge Bars (marked as a best cookie)
These bar cookies were so good: imagine for a moment that you have chocolate chip cookie dough, and then you add to it miniature marshmallows, chocolate chips, white chocolate chips, butterscotch chips, and pieces of caramel.  If your mouth isn't watering then your imagination might be broken.  These were decadent and delicious, what I like to call "full of bad for you", and the flavors fit together so nicely that even I, with my disdain for all things caramel, thought they were wonderful.  I suspect these might make a reappearance sometime next summer....

When it gets to be November, I like to start sneaking things like ginger and and nutmeg into my recipes.  And so in this case fresh ginger, ground ginger, nutmeg, and cloves are mixed with bittersweet chocolate and Dutch cocoa to make surprisingly good brownies.  For all that I was afraid my friends wouldn't like these, they were also surprised to find they really enjoyed the mingling of flavors, especially a day or two after these had been baked, so that the flavors could actually mingle properly.  When that had happened, the ginger taste was very strongly present, but didn't overpower the chocolate.

My cookbook describes these bars as being similar to Black Forest cake, which is not something I really know anything about.  Nor did I know where to pick up any of the optional kirsch (cherry brandy), so that had to be left out of the recipe.

This is a 3-layer concoction, with toasted coconut, cocoa, sugar, butter, and flour mixed together to make the top and bottom (very crumbly) layers, and a center layer of dried cherries, sugar, and lots of egg.  As you can see in the photo, the center was pretty gooey.  This is the first dried cherry recipe that I have been satisfied with - for once the cherries had a solid place in the flavor palette, and I'm a big fan of gooey chocolate-y stuff.

These guys are on the cover of my book, and the introduction says something about how they're just about the most amazing thing ever.  I am inclined to disagree with Martha Stewart in yet another thing (there have been some interesting and some misleading typos in the book).  These cookies are basically a molasess cookie with cocoa in the dough and chocolate chips added.  It sounds kind of like the brownies I made a couple weeks before these, except that where the brownies had the ginger as a background to the chocolate, these cookies set the chocolate as a background to the ginger and molasses, which left my tastebuds confused.  These tasted much better after a couple days (again, flavors needed to mingle), but I think if I want to make a dominantly ginger cookie, I'll be sticking with the recipe I first used last February.

I have been copying the recipe titles from my cookbook, but I do not copy all the directions exactly when I think they're wasteful.  One such wasteful instruction is using cookie cutters to make shapes out of things that have already been baked.  So my choice of shapes was triangles.  I made these late on a Sunday night, desperate to get something made quickly so that I could study for quickly upcoming final exam without missing a weekend.

I know I've discussed shortbread before, but I'll do so again as briefly as possible.  Shortbread is made from butter, confectioner's sugar, flour, salt, and vanilla, plus whatever you put in it to give additional flavor.  Basically, that means that whatever you add has to go well with vanilla and butter.  Cranberries definitely fit the bill, although other dried fruits or chocolate chips would work too.  But I liked the cranberries in this shortbread, and might not bother with putting in other flavors.

Oh, these were good.  These cookies are made with dark rum, cinnamon, nutmeg, and cloves as their flavoring.  When baked, the alcohol evaporates, and the lack of baking soda or powder keeps them from rising, thus resulting in a warmly-spiced dense but kind of crumbly cookie.  After they had cooled, I had to toss them in confectioner's sugar, which added just the right amount of sweetness.  The nice thing about these cookies, aside from the flavor, is that the dough keeps for a long time - once prepared, it's formed into rolls and can be kept in the freezer for a month or so.

These look pretty fancy, and they should because rolled-up cookies are really difficult to make.  The dough for these is very basic, with only sugar and vanilla as flavoring, and it's pretty runny, too, so that it can be spread thin.  I separated some of this dough and added food coloring until it turned red.  In order to make the appropriate rectangular shape, a cardboard stencil was made, so that the white batter was spread to fill the stencil.  Then I used a pastry bag with a circular tip to pipe the red stripes on top.  However, the sugar I was using was old and clumpy, so the batter kept getting stuck in the tip, leading to a few kitchen adventures, my favorite being the one where the tip flew off and red batter ended up all over my stove.

The other tricky part about these is that they had to be rolled immediately after they were taken out of the oven.  While this type of cookie is hot it is still pliable, but once it cools it hardens.  And so, with much cursing and slightly burned fingertips (and much appreciated help from the boy, as well) these cute cookies were achieved.  Take a good look, I don't think these will be coming back again.

I made these a little early because I knew I would be busy Christmas weekend, and because I wanted to have another nice thing to offer for my family to eat.  As the title suggests, these are biscotti made with dried cranberries, pistachios, and cornmeal.  There's also a lot of lemon zest in them, which provides a lot of the flavor.  I really like the use of cornmeal in these, as it makes them a little more crumbly than usual biscotti, and thus a bit easier to eat.  All in all, I find these to be delicious and appropriately festive.  Oh, right, and nice to have with tea.


Well, that's a lot of cookie summaries.  I should just close out this post, but there's a couple books I wanted to post about too, since they're interesting.

The first, Living the Christian Year by Bobby Gross, is one that was given to me (and the other people on the exec team) by the Graduate Christian Fellowship staff worker at UIUC.  It is basically a devotional guide to following the Liturgical calendar - that is, the church seasons like Advent, Epiphany, Lent, and so on.  I grew up in various church backgrounds, having moved around a lot, and so while I'm aware of these seasons, they haven't really had much meaning to me.  However, it looks like this book might make a good guide for going through the Christian year while trying to keep the focus of my everyday life very firmly set on Christ.

The other book is one my mom gave me for Christmas, Then Sings My Soul by Robert J. Morgan.  It's a book of 150 hymns and a one-page summary of their history, particularly concerning the history of the music and lyrics.  Since I am secretly a Musicologist, I think this book is super cool - few things make me happier than taking music and connecting it with people's thoughts and ideas about life.  In fact, I am seriously considering doing a research project on music in the Church, particularly focusing on reasons for and reactions to new types of music, and going back to the first inclusion of singing as a method of memorizing Biblical text as early as the 5th century.  This may be too much of an undertaking, but at least what I can get done will be fun and maybe even edifying.


Alright, now that I've written far more than any sane person is willing to read, it's time for me to stop and do something else.  I hope you all are having great (or at least bearable) holiday times!

11.27.2009

by the sea, by the beautiful sea

For a change of location, I am at home in Michigan and spent a good chunk of this afternoon wandering around enjoying not being landlocked.  Here, look at it!




Yes, that is a possessed Canadian squirrel.  But people don't believe me that we have black squirrels, this is a real one!!

11.05.2009

Some days the interesting things that happen are actually interesting

Most of my anecdotes are pretty trivial, or, as some would say, I tell a lot of five dollar stories*.  Stories about my day usually go something like this: I made it to work something like on time, figured out some of my homework problems, learned interesting things in astrophysics, punched the air in kickboxing, came home and wasted time.

With minor variations, my days are just about the same.  So when someone asks me what's new, I don't really have anything for them.

Until today.

On the bus home from kickboxing, I was killing time with a cute little RPG on my ipod, when all of a sudden, SCRRAAAAAAAPE goes the bus and everyone is freaking out.  When I look up, I see that about 8ft in front of me there is a hole in the bottom of the bus.  Apparently what happened is that a loose manhole cover was tipped up enough by the bus wheel going over it to get caught between the road and the bottom of the bus.  It then proceeded to rip a hole in the bus as it was dragged along for several feet.  All of us riding the bus had to fill out a little card saying what happened, I wrote the accident cause down as "rogue pothole".



This day was much better than the time the bike rack fell off the front of the bus.

Now, if the World Series can just end so I can do regular things on Wednesdays, like watch Glee.


*when someone tells a story that has no point and realizes it, they can rescue the story by saying "and then I found five dollars", hence, a five dollar story.

10.14.2009

Finally up to date... at least for now

Tonight I found myself with a little bit of free time, and not a whole lot that I could actually do. You may have noticed by now that I've been catching up on my backlog. In order to close that off completely, I'll update for last weekend as well (because, let's face it, I don't really feel like reading my sewing machine manual right now).

Last Sunday (because Saturday was too busy) I made chocolate pretzels (67). These get their chocolate flavor from Dutched cocoa and a little bit of espresso powder. To make these, a bunch of basic ingredients, although, hardly any sugar, are mixed together, chilled, and then cut into pieces, which had to be rolled out and then shaped. The sparklies on the top are not salt, as some of my friends guessed, but sanding sugar.

I thought these cookies were alright, not as crunchy as I hoped they would be, and after the complex flavors from the past couple weeks, I wasn't ready for something this simple.

That's okay, though, I have plenty of other complex things to work out, both in research and in home things.

10.05.2009

A Weekend in the Country

For all that I claim that I live practically in the middle of nowhere (that is, I live in Cornfield, USA, hence the blog title), I am still very much and probably will always be a city girl. Or at the very least, a mildly sophisticated suburbian girl.

Last Friday I went to a nature reserve about 40 miles east of town to go on a camping trip and retreat with the Graduate Christian Fellowship. Most of the retreat consisted of us sitting around the campfire talking with each other, but cooking was also a major part of the fun. As I am always stubborn in my desire to be creative, I surfed around the internet looking for good campfire recipes and stumbled on a boy scout site that included directions for cooking a peach in the fire. So I pitted a peach, wrapped it in foil, and cooked it. The result was pretty tasty.

Friday night was spent sleeping in a tent, trying to keep warm as the temperature crept down to the mid-40s. I knew it would be cold, and remembered how I couldn't sleep last year, so I came prepared this time, with basically two sets of pajamas to wear, plus my sleeping bag with its secret hood. The moon was nearly full, so the overcast sky was fairly bright, and I could peek out of my sleeping bag to watch the rain and wind on the tent. Although I was prepared, I was still very glad that this was just an overnight trip, because I definitely prefer the amenities of home.

Camping on Friday meant exhaustion on Saturday - so after a sad football game (green is a very silly color) and a double feature of Toy Story and Toy Story 2, I quit for the day.

(66) That means that today (well, yesterday by now) was my cookie day for the weekend, and once again I aimed for something kind of fancy. These cookies are basically chocolate shortbread with a white chocolate ganache in the center and plain white chocolate drizzled on the top for decoration. The cookies themselves are a little crunchy and very chocolate-y, and I think their dryness pairs well with the ganache.

Whenever I make something with white chocolate, I am always concerned that its richness will overpower everything else, but in this case I think that the fairly small size of the cookies (a little more than 1 square inch) helps to prevent that problem.

Today I ended up spending a large amount of time in the kitchen, preparing food for the next several days. Among my smaller projects are included a modified Turkey and Black Bean Chili (modified because I'm playing around with ways to reduce my meat consumption, so I added fake meat instead), and mixing up a batch of hummus. I'm excited about the hummus, as it's expensive to buy at the store but much less expensive to make at home.

As far as cooking goes, I really love autumn. Now that it's cooling down, I can start making more soups, stews, and chilis, switch back to drinking tea on a regular basis, cook interesting squashes, and pull out the spices that have been in the back of the drawer all summer.

It should be good times. Now all I have to do is make a decision on a Halloween costume...

10.02.2009

GIANT SLUG

I came home tonight to see this by my door. I have never seen a slug of this magnitude before.

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